Thursday, May 24, 2007

I have a person in mind

but it’s a secret for now. It’s been so long, and I’m not sure I’m ready. But I have been a lot better socially lately, so I am not worried about an actual date – it’s just the stuff that may come after, e.g. a relationship, that scares me. I’m afraid of losing myself again, that I will not be strong enough to stay me in the face of wanting approval and/or to be liked. This is really important to me.

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