I don't regret the work I did or the people I met or the things I learned. I have gained much confidence in my abilities, and whatever losses I'm now incurring I can let go of. I'm not sure how I'm going to make up the money that I invested, since I'm already less than scraping by already, but that was the risk I took by trusting someone I didn't really know. I did feel for awhile that I finally had found a greater purpose to my life, but I also realized I'd given up the one I'd already had, and I'm fairly certain the original one was far more necessary to my life. I guess what I'm saying is that this is all for the best, and I'm more than willing to move on with my life and embrace the next adventure.
Sure there is anger, but it is far less than it was while I was still trying to hang in there and work things out. There are also personal feelings I have towards the person who made this necessary, but I kind of don't feel like they are even worth dwelling on. Our association is over, so there's no point. I had tried to agree to disagree, but even that wasn't good enough. I'm just relieved not to have to keep expending energy trying to get along. I realized earlier it wasn't worth it but somehow still got tangled in argument anyway. How many times did I try to get out of it? It is hard for me to stop defending myself when I'm being misunderstood and misrepresented. Anyway, it's done. Next!